I’m in that place.
That place between here and there.
That place where tension headaches live day after day.
That place that leaves you tossing and turning night after night.
That place where the thoughts in your head are way louder than they should ever be.
I’m stuck in a state of being lost and confused, anxious and disconnected.
That place where smiles are few and far between.
That place where you function as if on autopilot, just drifting through your life.
That place where there are too many unknowns and uncertainties, unsure whether I’m coming or going, unsettled.
It’s as though I’m living half a life with one foot firmly planted in joy and hope for a bright full future and one cemented in chaos, tough decisions, worry and tears. I’m split right down the middle and quartered into sections.
That place? It’s not a good place.